SIGHHHH
Two more week and the semester's finally over!
Got two more paintings to do for Color Theory,
gotta finish a design for a beverage package in Illustrator CS3,
also edit and finish a campaign ads in graphic design,
AND figure out and finish a site in web design ><;;;;
Seriously after this class, I would never try to design a site again
maybe I'll design my own portfolio site but thats about it..
damn I feel so lazy and tired all the time
and my diet and exercise fell apart once again!
=_=

On a happier note,
went to FIT
and I must say
the portfolio evaluation
was nerve-wracking and freakin' scary
BUT in the end... I guess I can call it
an AWESOME ENDING x]

I still have to decide
whether I should go to FIT or Parsons.
I'm going to start the Parsons challenge on winter break
and hopefully finish before the Spring semester starts.

OH BY THE WAY SOMEBODY FOUND MY OLD FLASH DRIVE!!!!
Like HOLY SHIZ THANK YOUUUUU!!!!!

Ah Accent... Hmm
I'm gonna start the next page tomorrow
and hopefully it'll be up by Sunday.
If not, I'm deaded AGAIN.
But I'll seriously try to meet the deadline this time! Gahhh

So much stuff to doooooooo @____@
I want some hot chocolate right now =_= and some rice~

I'm doing a report about Geographies and Ideologies and .... more stuff for an online class right now and at the same time getting distracted. Like look below..

Is this really me???? Lolz.

Working on a page for Accent right now.

Chapter 4 is gonna be fun xDDDDDDD

Yeah this is gonna be a depressing entry
damn it... last week i lost my flash drive
this week im so stressed out
so unorganized and confused
i could hardly think of new, tight concepts
for new projects.
IT SUCKS.

This whole reconstruction and adaptation period
is just not working out the way i want it to.
I haven't done much exercise.
I'm slowly going back to junk food and craving for pepsi.
I feel more insecure and I hate to admit it
but yes I crave a lot of attention
especially when it comes to my "art"

I wanna see my friends again
I want to go back to the Philippines for Christmas but I can't.
I want to start working but I haven't even redone my portfolio.
There are just so many things on my mind.
It's like 'the real world' is already getting to me
even though I'm still not done with school.

I feel like I can never be satisfied and happy
until I get settled with a real artist job.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

seriously WHY NOW?!?!?!?!?
the semester is almost done
ive done so much work
and i have to work on
a new and better portfolio
and now this!!

and last week i was all
feeling happy coz
i thought the workload eased
but then i looked at my bag
and the flash drive was freakin gone!!

thats just great! thanks a lot!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
Now i have to redo a lot of crap!!!
I have to postpone accent for a week or two
coz it turns out the new pages were there too!!!
which means yeah, REDO!!!
and then I have to work twice as hard
sleep late late nights with the computer
at the same time get drawings and paintings done
before the week is over!! FRICK!!! FRICK!!!!!!!

ASDSFRW3RFJNFSAERT34QI8H09FQW34RQ34RF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!